She said, What do you do?
And as I always do, I hesitated, then
mumbled something about being a writer, hoping she wouldn't hear me
and would let it drop.
No luck.
What kind of writer? she asked.
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We were in Oakland.
Immediately she said, Oh, this women got
killed kind of near where I live trying to protect her children.
It was the highest profile killing of
the year so far in Oakland. As I had just said, I had been covering
Oakland's violence for years. So, Yes, I said, I had heard about it.
I knew what was coming next.
It was awful, she said.
"Really awful," I said.
"Horrible. They all are."
But she was gainfully employed, she
said.
"Yes," I said, "some of
the victims are but you don't always hear about it. But it is
probably true that most of them aren't. Still, their killing causes a
lot of emotional turmoil for families."
Then, I didn't say:
First of all, because you happen to have
read that she was gainfully employed, doesn't mean no other victim
was employed. What it means instead is that something about her situation existed
outside the norm, that the circumstances of her killing represented a
particularly dramatic scene, and so received more attention in the
media than other killings here. Frank whathisname on Chanel whatever
probably even went to her house, as he tends to do when a victim's
demographics are unique.
I hadn't felt like talking in the first
place, and certainly not about my work, so I let the conversation end. I felt angst but not the energy to lay it out for her, to
point out what might be, on her part and on the part of so many of us, unspoken assumptions, to
point out her own essential commentary on the other victims in
Oakland who presumably were not, as she called it, "gainfully
employed," but, perhaps, somehow, I don't know, ungainfully
employed, or whom she assumed were engaged in some illegitimate
activity when they were killed. What that commentary was and what those
assumptions were I will let you imagine.
I hadn't the energy it takes to be the
asshole again, the one who turns someone's simple, kindly and genuine sympathy into a potentially racist attitude about victims of
violence in Oakland and elsewhere in America. Not that her assumptions are necessarily far off the mark.The problem is the effect of the assumptions, the lack of outrage or sympathy that follows.
A study by California Partnership for Safe Communities of homicides in Oakland in 2011 and 2012, showed that about 70% of Oakland's victims have felony criminal records, frequently for violent offenses. Violence leads to violence, no question about it.
A study by California Partnership for Safe Communities of homicides in Oakland in 2011 and 2012, showed that about 70% of Oakland's victims have felony criminal records, frequently for violent offenses. Violence leads to violence, no question about it.
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Oakland's new-ish Mayor, Libby Schaaf, is
actually making a small gesture to be egalitarian in her official
response to individual homicides. She is presenting a letter of
condolence and sometimes a small care package to the family of each
victim here. I was there for the beginnings of this small program,
even helped with the shopping one Sunday morning as we picked up
paper plates, tissues, pens and pads, as we shopped for the living
and the dead. I went with her staffer and crisis intervention
specialist, Marilyn Harris, to deliver the packages and the letters.
(Visitations) My research so far shows that no other mayor in America is doing anything like this.
But the city-wide and nationwide pattern
continues, the one wherein killings that lie outside the usual
demographics, or killings of better-known men within the
demographics, stir our passion and hold our attention and
sometimes lead to community action. While the majority of killings end as mere news items.
Just recently a killing of a basketball
prodigy in Patterson NJ inspired people there to work for change, which is great. But I
continue to wonder what would happen if all homicides caused the same
passion.
I continue to wonder what it means that
they don't.
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