Made to Kill

We got another request for money from the gun people this week.* 

 This time they sent us a gift, unsolicited and unearned, little stickers that say: “Society is safer when criminals don’t know who’s armed.” 

Is it? I think criminals already don’t know who’s armed. But that doesn’t make me feel any safer. 

At the place where I work as an office drone, we have a program that helps families of the victims in the immediate aftermath of a homicide. 84% of the 79 Oakland homicides we recorded last year were by gunshot. We also have a program that helps young victims of violence – and most victims of violence are under 35 -- get their lives back together and deal with their trauma after an assault.** In 2017, we worked with 134 victims who survived an assault. 64% were gunshot victims. 

Maybe with the claim on their sticker, the gun people mean to say society is safer if everybody is armed. Like how peaceful and orderly it was in the Old West. 

Pretty much everybody had a gun out here in those days. Pretty much all men and many women carried a gun, sometimes keeping it concealed. According to historian Clare McKanna, in the Nineteenth Century, in Eastern cities, murderers rarely used guns for their deeds. But in California, 60% of murderers used guns. Mostly handguns. As sheriff and gunfighter Bat Masterson said, “Always remember that a 6-shooter is made to kill the other fellow with and for no other reason on earth.” 

I’m certain that the gun people don’t understand the real nature of the violence that plagues our country, and especially the violence that has left so many young African American men dead or wounded over the past 50 years in Oakland. I suspect they don’t really care.

Is it possible that if each of the 80 gunshot victims we worked to support in 2017 had had a gun (surely some of them did, but they got shot anyway), there’d have been fewer gunshot victims in our caseload? Or would there have been more?

* I can’t help but feel they are trying to get me to pay for someone’s eventual violent death. Maybe they think they are trying to protect us. Even as in their letters they continue to call those who oppose them names and exaggerate the nature and degree of the opposition to their mania. 

** Most shooting victims in Oakland end up at Highland Hospital, home of Alameda County’s excellent trauma center. Staff from our programs meet victims there, at their Highland Hospital bedsides, to begin the process of helping them deal with life through the cloud of trauma an assault creates. Our staff help them with the business of getting back to school or work or home. They also take the temperature of the room. The people we send in are from the same community as most victims. Many of them have been shot, or have, for a time, lived the life of the street. And if they sense a risk of retaliation, or that the victim remains at risk, they work to bring the temperature down, to discourage retaliation, diffuse tension and increase safety. Sometimes this required relocation. Sometimes it can be done through better communications with both sides of a conflict. 

Scoundrels

The Oakland violence prevention agency I work for got a fundraising letter from the gun people in the mail last week. Funny how these things happen, probably by accident, but they allow you to learn things about people and groups that otherwise have confounded you, not so much by their interests as by their proud paranoia and willful refusal to see their role in sustaining our death-haunted age. Sort of like climate-change deniers. Or somebody on I Didn’t Know I Was Pregnant. 

The letter, from the California Rifle & Pistol Association (Be Safe, Shoot Straight, Fight Back), offers incentives in return for donations: $50 gets you 5 entries in a raffle for the opportunity to hunt and presumably kill wild pigs. 

For $250, you get 50 entries in the pig hunt raffle, as well as 10 chances to win a Springfield XD 45 ACP Compact Pistol, described as an “excellent Concealed Carry handgun.”

We declined.

For $250, Youth ALIVE!’s KWP can help the family of a homicide victim purchase funeral clothing. For $250, our Teens on Target program can train a teen from East Oakland to be a violence prevention educator. For $250, a Teens on Target youth leader can teach 2 violence prevention workshops in Oakland middle schools. For $250, we can help bring stability into the life of a young person who’s been shot (possibly by a Springfield XD 45 ACP Compact Pistol, which we understand is easy to conceal). For $250, we can keep our bilingual Homicide Response Line open for 2 months, to help devastated survivors of the killed in Oakland. Donate to Youth ALIVE! here.

The letter offered hope to gun people, and a warning. It said that the CRPA & the NRA had several "landmark" gun-protecting laws awaiting hearings before the courts or "making their way through the system," so the timing of the retirement of Supreme Court Justice Kennedy represented an great opportunity. Our upcoming new Supreme Court Justice, whom they were confident would always vote to interpret the Second Amendment like we were living in 1787, was sure to “open up avenues of lasting change in the protection and advancement of the Second Amendment” I thought the use of the word “advancement” there was telling. And unsettling.

The letter also said this: “The elitist anti-Second Amendment scoundrels are gearing up for the struggle of their lives.” Name-calling has never seemed more...in.

For the struggle for lives, for peace, for safety and sanity, for no more school shootings and so that all young people in Oakland and Parkland and anywhere else might have a chance to live, learn, earn and thrive in peace, I recommend checking out or even donating to Youth ALIVE!, or the Giffords Law Center to Prevent Gun Violence. 

                                                                              

Killer View

San Quentin sunrise with Richmond Bridge

When a new inmate first arrives at San Quentin, they put him and his group of new arrivals in a small, airless room. (Everything inside San Quentin is airless. High windows let in only weak, indirect light.) In the room, there are not enough of the small aluminum stools which look uninviting anyway. Today we crowd in, a few adults, a handful of teens from East and West Oakland. A prisoner in blue denim joins us.

Unceremoniously, he dumps the contents of a plastic garbage bag on the floor. There’s a scratchy woolen blanket. A tube of toothpaste the size of an adult pinky. There’s a piece of soap about the size of a domino; you wouldn’t call it a “bar.” There is a plastic toothbrush, all brush, no handle. A white sheet. A pillowcase but no pillow. There’s a gray undershirt that once was white. And a pair of boxer shorts. The inmate holds them up for us. He says, “See these, these are pretty nice, you’re lucky if you get these, because the ones you probably’ll get will be stained from the guys who wore them before you.”

These are impressions from a day in February at San Quentin with a group of teens from East and West Oakland, some of whom are in Youth ALIVE!'s Teens on Target program. Our hosts were a group of inmates called Squires, who represents a civilized evolution of the old Scared Straight program. While we saw some jarring sights on our day inside the walls, the inmates themselves were kind, and good with the kids. They encouraged our young men to talk about their lives growing up in violent neighborhoods in violent times.

The day at San Quentin was arranged by OPD Officer Robert Smith, of the OK Program, which mentors young men of color. It is a long day and it feels thorough. There is time on the yard, inside cells, along unadorned cell blocks, at Death Row (Its entry sign reads “Condemned Row” and is painted on the wall over the arched doorway in ominous Gothic lettering). At lunch in the dim, cavernous mess hall the visitors assemble their own peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, like the inmates, without a knife. Your hands get very sticky.

At lunch, inmates sit at tables with small groups of teens and talk. I can't hear the conversations, but the encounters seem meaningful. Later they pass through a cell block called "Badger" where indeed the residents badger them with shouts the meaning of which gets lost in the echoes. Outside the block there is a small, fenced-in recreation yard, where many of the inmates drop their basketballs and stop their games to gather and watch the visitors pass. Some cling to the chain links, make small talk. One West Oakland kid runs into his dad. The father seems happy to see him, comments on his incipient teen mustache, asks if he played basketball this year at school. Promises they'll play when he gets out. The kid says very little.

For some, the most bracing moment of the day comes when each Squires inmate recites his sentence: 20 years to life; 40 years to life; 15 to life; four life sentences, 265 years. One inmate tells us he is 44 years old and has been at San Quentin for 23 years; another, who can’t be more than 40, has been here 21 years. Their commitment to reaching their young visitors becomes clear in their honesty about what they had done to get here. 

The young men react strongest to the underwear. On a day all over the sprawling California Department of Corrections Prison at San Quentin – on the yard, in the mess hall, in classrooms, on the blocks, in the cells, at the entrance to Condemned Row, it’s the underwear and the showers that get the most obvious reactions. The showers are wedged in a narrow cell block passageway, in clear view of walkways along all four levels of cells. The lowest walkway hovers balcony-like. You could perform Romeo and Juliet here. Call it Romeo and Romeo. 

There is a minimum of personal space between the twelve dangling shower heads we are told spout water that might be too hot or too cold but you have no control over that, or much else in your life at San Quentin. These are all the shower heads for the entire cell block and you have maybe 5 minutes to get clean and get out of there. Inmates watch today’s visitors from above, shout out factoids about showering in jail. All the sounds echo and merge and much of what they say is inaudible. You hear “wear boots,” “no time,” “bring a lookout,” “too hot,” “too cold.” It’s another bleak glimpse into a circumscribed world, but others from the day drive home the point to the young visitors that freedom is precious and worth preserving: a minute or so inside a cell with the iron door closed and locked feels longer. There is barely room for one grown man to live but this one houses two, in narrow bunks that are your only personal real estate. There are a few shelves crammed with Wheat Thins, jars of instant coffee, lots of deodorant. At the foot of the bunks, like a forgotten tree stump, sits your toilet, which you can flush once per hour.

Early morning light, San Quentin

Your escape is on the big, busy recreation yard, characterized by sweat and racial self-segregation. On concrete walkways up above, officers with machine guns keep watch while in the sunlight, in blue shirts and blue pants, some guys play chess, some cards, others dominoes, while on a small grassy berm below, men, shirtless and buff, do dozens of incredibly impressive burpies without stopping. None of the guards looks like he could do even one. Some inmates jog the perimeter, around and around. Some play basketball, some sit and talk. One man reads a book. Only a vision from the outside unites them: everyone watches the line of youthful visitors walk past. It’s impossible to know if it makes them wistful, homesick, if they feel on-display. Between the inmates and the teens there’s some friendly chatter, a few scattered, pleasant greetings. One kid grabs a basketball, shoots and misses. Everyone laughs. To the west, there's a killer view of Mt Tam.

                                                                                                          - Jim O'Brien 

                                                                                                            Oakland

(By the way, I encourage anyone who might read this to take a look at the novel On the Yard by Malcolm Braly.)